Friday, October 7, 2011

Take me with U MY LORD & my Prophet~

this is life... face hardship n happiness..
this is the road we face every sec..minutes.. hour..day.. year.. decade..
fall n back  up to the road again..
someone u try to help push u back..wht can u say..
punch? kick? leave them away..its not the right way..
try hard as u can..n leave when u already workout..
even hard.. but yet tht it is..
ohh god.. after watch "lau kana bainanal habib" i cried~



i wanna see HIM our prophet if we can..
i wanna him to take me away from this world.. its hard to maintain lively love U ALLAH...
my heart broken many times...


try heal by myself by become more near to u..
let me be with u...
cause hard 4 me to become like Fatimah az-zahra ur daughter... Siti Khadijah ur 1st wife.. n Aishah.. in this world..
I cried my lord.. please...
let the light (NUR) in my heart shining back...
back my aim 1st love to U...
back to ISLAM..
no one can stop...
me to U...
take me when the moment come..
far from bad here~~
my hurt n pain be bandage by U..
only U...~~




Tuesday, June 14, 2011

dont know... dont understand

Day after day... lots things happen here.. oh god...
How people nowadays.. did they not think of about right n wrong things happen around them??
Couple.. right or wrong?? indeed know it wrong but still?? what?? continue it as bless by friends n others.. did tht thing got bless by GOD?? 

How about aurat?? know tht thing we need to cover fully.. yup.. wear scarf ngee cover their hair how about their hand?? leg?? how?? did tht things not part of aurat?? jus because tht thing (to cover something) was gone or lost or i'm too lazy to take it... so wht??!! u wanna say sort of tht things " yeah i'm lazy to take it" or "it is hot to wear it" to ALLAH?? ....

mmmm.....

didnt know tht ur aurat did not cover properly?? jus think by ur self... ~_~



Tuesday, May 24, 2011

tawakkal only i can say

tomorrow i'm gonna receive my result from my second sem at UITM.. after my first sem my result not so good.. i strive the best 4 this sem.. but i still dont know how the result gonna come out soon.. ya allah.. it freaking me out..  last sem i'm really sad with the result and i almost angry n unsatisfied with what i got ( it mean not grateful to ALLAH) n i blame others.. not to my self.. i almost becoming depress because my mom..my dad n my family likely blame to me.. they dont even see how i work on that exm.. wht they look only at the result... frustrating... i hate it...!!



but then.. when i enter sec sem... i try the best tht i could.. but nothing really gonna be well like wht u arrange.. all tht thing back to allah.. i know all of tht things... at last sem  i dont know y my english wasn't good enough like my frenz.. also other things.. i work hard more then them n they r more likely relax n done nothing..but they result became more successful then me.. WHY??!!~~~ tht things enter my head long time ago... i know tht things is wrong...but tht time is syaitan easily control u isn't? =)

after sec sem i met more great people from PRM or persatuan rakan masjid.. i let me easily to take over back my mind n heart.. u know.. every people have their different mind or though.. ALLAH know better things better than me isn't? i know HE meant something about tht things... i hope HE give me a better things after i lost somethings.. insyaallah.. ^^






i'll try never give up!!! if there is things block me.. i'll never eva stop.. live like the plant above tht they can live any place n can grow up then there my them self n can stand the strong wind...
but first wht i need is help from ALLAH, my family n my frenzz also all of u... onegaishimasu ... pray 4 me.. plezz..

Saturday, April 9, 2011

study..研究....Kenkyū??? face hardship.... ??

i just ask my senior opinion about something... its about.. wht i'm suppose to do..i help my self to near to ALLAH with hear an usrah or even join n persuade people towards HIM... but my result was really2 bad and it did not achieve wht i want..i'm worry with my result as it will make my mom n dad really sad...the result supposedly at least i'm not the most bad among us.. but... tht wht I got.. then i'm really sad and even think back tht i didnt get help from HIM?? Y??

then she told me alot and it helps me.. even i bet my frenz will say something at the back... so she gave me one song which is again from HIJJAZ - Kawan (friend) lots input there...thx to my achik!! (k.nadzirah) and my god ALLAH..i must know wht behind this thigs happen because wht?? mmmm... =)

now realize tht mybe it really da prob from me.. but i really fed up something really fast.. then i took an initiative which i will hear a song from YUI-GLORIAn read Quran.. i doesnt mean tht there is no nasyeed or any malay song tht can help to build me up but.. this girl really have song tht facing back to me.. ^_^

Gloria

Ah ah ah ah ah

Miwaku no tobira jyuurai no tenbou datte
Yuragisou ni naru seishun jidai de
Jinsei ga kawaru koishitai no ni
Okubyou ni naru mondai yamadzuminan da
Kotae wo michibiku tame ni wa this feeling
Kirisuterarenai oh my love

Yume janaiyai yai yai yai yai?
Te ga todokisou na GLORIA
Tama ni mienakunatte

Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
Chikamichi wo sagashite mo onaji ne
Mata mayotte shimau desho

Ah ah ah ah ah
Seikousha no koe takadaka ni
Kataru EPISOODO taningoto mitai
Ima no watashi chiisana heya de
Kangaeteiru kuusou no mirai ni
Toikakete miru keredo That feeling
IMEEJI dekinai no ga oh my love

Maketenai yai yai yai yai
Kagayaku saki ni GLORIA
Chikazuiteru hazu sa

Cry yai yai yai yai yai
Mou dare no sei ni mo shinai yo
Zenbu dakishimeteiku
Muchuu ni narena kya uso ne

Uh uh uh sakura ga saku koro ni kitto
Uh uh uh atarashii jibun ni deaeru no

Yume janai hazu yo mukuwareru to shinjiteru
Hontou wa kowaii kedo
Cry yai yai yai yai yai
Kuyashii kimochi ga aru kara get glory day

Maketenai yai yai yai yai?
Kagayaku saki ni GLORIA
Chikazuiteru hazu sa

Cry yai yai yai yai yai?
Nemurenai yoru ni hitori
Hiza wo kakaekonde mo
Baby naiteru jikan wa nai

Ah ah ah ah ah


Translation

Ah ah ah ah ah

Fascinating? Even the outlook of the door to the future
The youth feels the changes
I want to love, it’s life-changing
But I grow timid when challenges piles up
This feeling leads to the answer
Can’t throw this feeling away oh my love

It’s not a dream
So reach for it GLORIA
Sometimes it may not be visible

Cry
It’s still the same even if you look for a shortcut
You’ll just end up lost

Ah ah ah ah ah
The successful people brags loudly
About the episode belonging to someone else
I am here in a small room
Believes in the future of fantasy
I ask myself of this feeling
Can’t imagine it oh my love

You’re not losing
GLORIA shine away to the future
You’re approaching closer

Cry
I do not even blame anybody anymore
Will embrace it all
If you think of only yourself it’s all a hooked lie

Uh uh uh the time the sakura starts blooming
Uh uh uh I’ll be able to find myself

I believe it’s not only a dream
Though I am really afraid
Cry
You feel frustrated, get glory day

You’re not losing
GLORIA shine away to the future
You’re approaching closer

Cry
Alone on sleepless night
Wrapping your arm around your knee
Baby this is no time to cry

ah ah ah ah ah

this word of the song really help me -
 The successful people brags loudly
About the episode belonging to someone else You’re not losing
GLORIA shine away to the future
You’re approaching closer
Baby this is no time to cry !!!!


i wish tht i can play guitar.. but...mmm...... does my dream look weird?? mmmm... hve my own reason y do i like it.. no one gonna accept it with da way my dress up.. =(

anyway have any suggest jus tell me.. lol





Thursday, March 31, 2011

fight journey lots hardship because tht da way it is.. INTIFADA

i have lots hardship... i'm not strong..iam weak... i hate it...how i'm gonna strong like prophet Muhammad??
i'm weak to face it alone.. not enough ilmu.. wht i'm gonna do??
kehidupan kita ibarat perjuangan... bru2 nih trjdi ssatu dlm klgan kwn2 kos di sini... trjadinya hubungan sblm kawen aka 'couple'.. i failed againnn... i hve 3 frenz tht i failed already.. dont wanna it happend again..
cmne nk kate... berbagga sgguh mereka dgn hubgn tu... ap yg nk dibangga kn?? to me it soo shame except u married tht u can proud..
AP KABAIKAN BNDE UH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????
klo nabi muhammad ad skrg dlm kalagn kita sekarag!!!??? I SHAME CRY!!! SHAME WITH MY SELF... SHAME CAUSE FAILED!!....
cmne pengisian ssuatu akn masuk ke hati ssorg jika pemimpinnya tidak sperti isi yg di isi?? HOW MY FRENZ??!!

ISLAM tht we got had U ALL eva check it??? y u take this religion??
nape x check?? search is da bes way cause tht will lead to to da right path... tht y i look more people tht revert back to islam more understand thn US!!!

sedih bila ad org kate aurat uh leh tagguh dlu... nk nangis ase...
sedih bile kate relax la sntuh uh bkn nyer ak wat pape pun.. sedih!!HADIS NABI - sorg laki lbih baik penikam dirinya dgn sebilah PEDANG 100X DARIPADA MMEGANG SOERG WANITA...
R they think far eventhough HIM already gave brain n akal???
try to help n hold them... but i failed..
when da moment i down... i found this song from my frenz.. ohh GOD this is way HE help..


HIJJAZ- SUNNAH ORANG BERJUANG

Berjuang menempah susah
Menanggung derita menongkah fitnah
Itulah gelombang hidup samudera duka
Seorang mujahid membela tauhid
Dipisah dia berkelana
Dibelenggu dia uzlah menagih bela
Namun jiwa tetap mara memburu cinta
Membara demi Allah dan RasulNya

c/o

Berjuang tak pernah senang
Ombak derita tiada henti
Tenang resah silih berganti
Inilah sunnah orang berjuang

Malamnya bagai rahib merintih sayu
Dihiris dosa airmata
Siangnya bagaikan singa di rimba
Memerah keringat mencurah tenaga

Itulah sunnah berjuang ke jalan Allah

Berjuang memang pahit
Kerana syurga itu manis
Bukan sedikit mahar yang perlu dibayar
Bukan sedikit pedih yang ditagih

(i)

Berjuang ertinya terkorban
Rela terhina kerna kebenaran
Antara dua jadi pilihan
Antara yang fana atau syurga

Ulang c/o kemudian (i)


never give up..... plez pray 4 me.. ^^
luahan hati seorh hamba yg lemah...

Monday, March 21, 2011

lots more ways to express our love! =)

lps dgo lgu nih mcm sedap... know it from variety show SOUKON... hehehe klo x mmg x tau laa ad lgu ni.. like this song cause whenever i hear it hve lots!!! spirit to keep fit n maintain my health also running!! =)
soukon ni tntg brlari rancgn dri jepun...dri ap yg ap bru brlaku among my frenz about love this song suitable also 4 them trmasuk also lgu nasyid2.. ^^   bkn ap lgu ni citer tntg cinta tp.... mcm2 mkna cinta yg kter leh tfsirkn.. LIKE??? TO GOD!!! THT 1ST!! nex2 tu pndi2 la pikir...to parents..family...friends...^^

cinta pada si dia yg special tu..mm...tu me its cannot acceptable as it haram in ISLAM even we try to make couple in islam aka the The Way Couple In Islam?? if tht things state in islam is haram...how we try change it... still same.. =]
  n also i hve my own perception.. each people ad perception...but it all depand on how they think base on religion kn?? ......
nk lirik dia x?? =p
brsush payah mncrik2 nih smpi kul 1am even tomorrow ad kelas.. =p

NEWS- Minna ga Iru Sekai wo Hitotsu ni Ai wo Motto Give & Take Shimashou
 ORI NYER

Ai nandesu ai nandesu kizuitan desu ai ga subete
Ashita ja dame desu me wo sorasenai yo
Kimi nandesu boku nandesu kizuitan desu minna ga iru
Sekai wo hitotsu ni ai wo motto Give & Take shimashou
Riyu nantenai no ni dareka ga dareka wo kizutsuke
Minna shite mite minu furishite hashiranai meroso ni narimasu
Gamen ue no mishiranu dareka no iken wo shinjichatte
Nanoni naze kazoku ya tomodachi shinjinai no shinji aenai kana
Doushite doushite tsutawaranai no?
Konna ni mo koko wa hachamecha naiteiru nantoka shiyou yo!
Ai nandesu ai nandesu kizuitan desu ai ga subete
Ashita ja dame desu me wo sorasenai yo
Kimi nandesu boku nandesu kizuitan desu minna ga iru
Sekai wo hitotsu ni ai wo motto Give & Take shimashou
Honne sae iwazu ni subete wo dareka no sei ni shite
Minna shite jibun no kara sae yaburenai yadokari bakka de
Mudazukai wagamama kasanari inochi ga nakunatte
Tachiagare itteki no doryoku de hajimarun da ooki na chikara e
Doushite doushite tsutawaranai no?
Konna ni mo koko wa barabara kowareteru douka shiteru yo!
Ai nandesu ai nandesu kizuitan desu ai ga subete
Ashita ja dame desu me wo sorasenai yo
Kimi nandesu boku nandesu kizuitan desu minna ga iru
Sekai wo hitotsu ni ai wo motto Give & Take shimashou
Ai nandesu ai nandesu kizuitan desu ai ga subete
Ashita ja dame desu me wo sorasenai yo
Kimi nandesu boku nandesu kizuitan desu minna ga iru
Sekai wo hitotsu ni ai wo motto Give & Take shimashou

TRANSLATE

It’s love, It’s love, we’ve realized that love is everything
Don’t think tomorrow is no good and look away
It’s you, It’s me, we’ve realized that everyone is here
Let’s make the world one and give & take more love
Though without any reason at all, someone hurts someone else
Everyone does it, without trying to look and shaking, you’ll become a Melos who doesn’t run**
You wind up believing the opinion of an on-screen person you don’t know
And yet why don’t you believe your family or friends? I wonder if you can believe each other
Why, why don’t you tell them?
In such a way here is nonsense, crying, do something already!
It’s love, It’s love, we’ve realized that love is everything
Don’t think tomorrow is no good and look away
It’s you, It’s me, we’ve realized that everyone is here
Let’s make the world one and give & take more love
Without even saying your true intentions, you make it all someone else’s fault
Everyone does it, with nothing but just un-tearable other people’s thoughts within you
This wasting, selfishness piled up life will disappear
Stand up, it all begins with a drop of effort, towards a great power
Why, why don’t you tell them?
In such a way here is breaking to pieces, somehow you’re doing it!
It’s love, It’s love, we’ve realized that love is everything
Don’t think tomorrow is no good and look away
It’s you, It’s me, we’ve realized that everyone is here
Let’s make the world one and give & take more love
It’s love, It’s love, we’ve realized that love is everything
Don’t think tomorrow is no good and look away
It’s you, It’s me, we’ve realized that everyone is here
Let’s make the world one and give & take more love

Friday, January 7, 2011

life... help me??

mm... i do like talk about life.. sbb i hve my own life too..
dpt course kgmarn but byk btol cbran... physiotherapy d uitm puncak alam..
takat nih.. kalo ana ad d universiti ana ad shbt2 sprjuangan yg bg smgt serta senior2 Persatuan Rakan Masjid(PRM)... alhmdulillah..
Di rumh?? my family of course but the challenges more bigger than kt U la yer.. nk wat amaln tu btol2 kne kuat kn dri d istiqamah.. ssorg uh skjp je dari puncak kjyaan pljrn atau kjyaan rohaniah like ferris wheels aka roda laa..
hidup x sntiasa indah cause?? adnyer dugaan ALLAH  brikn pd kita BUT.... tu lah tndanya Allah sygkn kite kn?? ^^
but certain people or human being never fell enought wht they got.. like kalo tuhan x mmbri dugaan pdnyer d hidup pnuh kbesaran n happiness they will say tht "oh God didnt care about me!!"............ yg dpt byk sgt dugaan plak mrasankn ALLAH x sygkn dia n likely said "God hate me!! n y must me He hate?? " kn2??
ad pulk ana trbca smpi x than dugaan hmpir kluar agama n wht importnt is he's muslim.. so sad.. ap2 pn dri kita ni utk kuat adalah dri  kita sndri.. find the strong things by ur self.. hardness make us stronger..
Allah akn mmbntu ssorg hmbanya jika dia mmbantu jalan Nya...
WHAT EVA HAPPEND THT ALL BACK TO OUR SELF.. kn??